Help, as we choose

It’s day 3 of my new contract. I’ve not worked in the city (London) since very early in 2002, things have changed. It’s so good to be back amongst the hussel and bussel and it’s so strange to be living in this place of certainty that I know what I want to do but right now this is the only way I can see to paying my rent and getting the bank account moving in the right direction. I watch people every day as I walk through the streets on my way the office to help as many people as is humanly possible get jobs in IB – IT. Full circle for sure! Ever single morning, on the tube, I listen to the The Katheleen Show. I was in tears this morning listening to the author of the shack explain his book and a little about his life, a huge part of me knows I’m not living my passion right now, well not 100% but I can’t seem to figure out exactly what to do and what I’m doing seems right for right now. William P. Young talks about Loss and Healing, Love and Forgiveness. His book is called The Shack.

We choose, we really do choose. Each moment of the day I know this to be true, yet I wake up and have to have a conversation with myself after I’ve written my 3 pages of blurb.

Dr Rick Brinkman speaks about Leadership, I’d not thought about the leadership of myself in those words. Leadership to me was defined as others leading, interesting thought. Please listen to both of these talks if you have time and if you’re seeking to understand and take ownership of creating your life. BOTH will give you a step or two in the right direction.